My Anxiety Looks Like….

It’s imperative for me to focus in normal conversation. I’ll either look you right in your soul, or I’ll lock my eyes on a fixed object. I don’t know if it’s an ADD thing or an anxiety thing. But, when there are a lot of people talking or moving around me while you’re trying toContinueContinue reading “My Anxiety Looks Like….”

Whenever We Part/Always Remember

“I see you running free in a huge field of flowers. That’s what I see when I think of you…” Always remember me this way. Always remember me as a free spirit, wild child, natural and kind, always laughing, loving and divine. See my true colors earthy tones of olive green and burnt orange. RememberContinueContinue reading “Whenever We Part/Always Remember”

Independent &Dating: 5 Things I’ve Learned About Myself

There’s no real rulebook to dating. I believe in being yourself and building with someone who appreciates and reciprocates that. I can’t go searching for love anymore. I can’t try to control other people and their actions in the dating scene. But, I can control and analyze myself. In doing that, I’ve found that myContinueContinue reading “Independent &Dating: 5 Things I’ve Learned About Myself”

Honesty With Self

If you aren’t honest with yourself, you can’t fix it. You won’t be able to heal. You lose the ability to take control of your life and avoid creating vicious cycles. No loved one, licensed professional, pastor, or guru will be able to assist you in doing better, getting better, being better if you don’tContinueContinue reading “Honesty With Self”

B Well: Healing

So here I was, a month after breaking a toxic cycle in my life and choosing to start over. I knew that I was angry…hurt…hell, I was bitter. Pissed at myself for getting into absolute nonsense once again. I felt ashamed but that was quickly over powered by optimism for what was to come. EvenContinueContinue reading “B Well: Healing”

Mental Organization

I feel like I’m losing my shit. I have to write down everything that’s going on in my mind so I can rank them by priority. That’s honestly the only way to make sense of it all for me. How do you gain clarity whilst adulting? For me, managing a home, a business of myContinueContinue reading “Mental Organization”

Lifestyle Godly: Affirmation

I am capable and deserving of love I will be paid for being me. I CHOOSE joy I seek joy within myself I will accomplish every goal that I set for myself I will not settle I will acknowledge all emotions-yes, even the ugly ones I will speak a positive truth of myself I amContinueContinue reading “Lifestyle Godly: Affirmation”

Lifestyle Godly: Intro

As I chronicle this journey, I’d like to tell you a bit about myself. I’ve always been a lover. I’ve had serious bad luck with discernment in my past when it came to relationships.  I’ve gotten myself into situations that I thought I’d never recover from, all because of the love that I have toContinueContinue reading “Lifestyle Godly: Intro”

Manifesting & Me

Manifestation: an event, or object that clearly shows or embodies something, especially a theory or an abstract idea. You may have heard about how people use manifesting to live their wildest dreams and accomplish goals that seemed nearly impossible. You may have thought it to sound like some sort of sorcery. But it’s very possibleContinueContinue reading “Manifesting & Me”

Note To Self

Think about it… We leave notes for our loved ones We leave notes for our children But have you ever left a note for yourself? When is the last time you told yourself to have a great day? To smile? That you look beautiful? Why is that it’s so easy to have dialogue with othersContinueContinue reading “Note To Self”