Author Archives: B.still

Lifestyle Godly: Affirmation

I am capable and deserving of love I will be paid for being me. I CHOOSE joy I seek joy within myself I will accomplish every goal that I set for myself I will not settle I will acknowledge all emotions-yes, even the ugly ones I will speak a positive truth of myself I amContinueContinue reading “Lifestyle Godly: Affirmation”

Lifestyle Godly: Intro

As I chronicle this journey, I’d like to tell you a bit about myself. I’ve always been a lover. I’ve had serious bad luck with discernment in my past when it came to relationships.  I’ve gotten myself into situations that I thought I’d never recover from, all because of the love that I have toContinueContinue reading “Lifestyle Godly: Intro”

New York

I always envision a rainy New York night, underneath the streetlights, set in black in white. A woman and a man walking hand in hand, under the shelter of an umbrella. He suddenly stops walking and she turns to him with concern. In one hand, he holds up the umbrella, shielding them from the rain,ContinueContinue reading “New York”

Manifesting & Me

Manifestation: an event, or object that clearly shows or embodies something, especially a theory or an abstract idea. You may have heard about how people use manifesting to live their wildest dreams and accomplish goals that seemed nearly impossible. You may have thought it to sound like some sort of sorcery. But it’s very possibleContinueContinue reading “Manifesting & Me”

Come and Go

Let that sadness come and go Let that sadness in even when it was never invited Let that sadness balance out the joy Let that sadness cleanse your dark matter with streams of salt water Let that sadness shut you in with a good book or a good friend But don’t you dare cling tooContinueContinue reading “Come and Go”

Note To Self

Think about it… We leave notes for our loved ones We leave notes for our children But have you ever left a note for yourself? When is the last time you told yourself to have a great day? To smile? That you look beautiful? Why is that it’s so easy to have dialogue with othersContinueContinue reading “Note To Self”

T shirt…

You ask me why women wear their man’s clothes. Well, I can’t answer for other women but I know why I do…   I love your smell. When I wear your big shirts, I am enveloped in your scent. It makes me feel like you aren’t too far away. It makes me feel like it’sContinueContinue reading “T shirt…”

Love On

There’s some lyric that goes “I need some ‘real good loving, because I’m troubled by the things that I see…”     In times like these, when my people are being slain in the streets. When I fear for the safety of my brothers, father, cousins, friends, and significant other When our freedom isn’t lookingContinueContinue reading “Love On”