We get caught up in all of the what-if’s
We worry
Send ourselves spiraling down an abysmal slope of fear
Honestly?…
I am scared
You could use me up for the giver that I am
You could break my heart in a malicious act of revenge towards all of the girls who have wronged you
You could be lying to me
Looking me deep into my eyes with strong hands of false security around my waist
Providing a calm I’ve never felt before-
Causing me to lower my guard just for you to…not be real
But ya’ know
With all of these conspiracies circulating in my mind
I think about how you make me feel
THAT reality
That is undeniable
For that love- -for that feeling alone
I will take the risk